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What to do

ok,lets get to the basics according to layman's understanding and knowledge.cancer is caused when cell death and new cell growth is malfunctioning.therefore the body generated it and something triggered its expression.therefore the immune system may not be able to recognise it as a threat to defend the body against. so,it looks as if,nothing is left in your.You just have to play dumb and watch event unfold.But here's the trick.there is always a 'Judas'.An exception to pattern must always come up.so don't despair nor lose hope nor fold your hands you can do something.Apart from your spirituality (Reconciling to God or giving your life to christ and living his word),you need to do a little investigation and research into variables and start living.you need to make new lifestyle changes different from where you are coming from.looking back,you can try to identify those things done in the past that could have attributed or triggered it.Every one agrees to changes in di...

stick to the leading

so for the past few weeks I haven't shared Jesus with the people I board taxi's and 'keke' with.That's always been my own form of evangelism since early morning cry is no more feasible with my baby.it so happened that I gave myself a break because I thought all the transports must have been covered by me.i then relaxed and got comfortable.(on a side note.i love sharing my cancer testimony to everyone,I just can't keep quiet). And then yesterday as I was coming back from work rushing to pick my baby from creche,I boarded a taxi.few minutes later he dropped one of the passengers and they got into an argument of how he didn't tell him he has 500 naira.The driver told the guy that if he leave's with the money,he will see.few seconds later,am the only one left and already near my bus stop, when I noticed the driver making an incantation.i turned and saw him speaking into a black object and he was speaking my dialect.he was invoking all manner of curses on the...

practical wisdom for challenges

In reality,every problem has a spiritual root but you still have the physical aspect to tackle,been born again gives you the needed wisdom to tackle the spiritual,which is paramount.But do not be in a haste to discard the physical.you need wisdom to tackle the physical pain,problems and confusion that challenges bring. WISDOM NUGGETS 1.Get away from every form and channel of negativity.when you are passing through challenges,there is hordes of well-wishers and unfriendly friends who come with their own form of consolation packaged as pity for your situation.Do yourself a favor and get away from such people even if it is family members.if it means you relocating if possible,do so.find solace in people who see beyond your situation.any person that makes you dejected because of what you are passing through should be avoided.That you have cancer shouldn't be why somebody will come and be telling you that so and so died from cancer. 2.seek help.you aren't alone,there are people ...

fear

Fear is a choice.The same situation that you are afraid of is what another one rode its wave to victory.fear is different from danger.danger is a present situation or circumstances.what differentiates individuals is how they act and consequently react to it.As a child of the most high,when you are confronted by danger,challenges and trails like cancer,you make that Choice to resist the spirit of fear.God has never given you that,so you must have stolen it from the devil.😁.fear clouds your judgement and makes you lose focus and becomes disoriented to take action.Today a word is coming to you.decide to resist fear.how can you do it .Philippians 4:8 gives us a guide line.pain can occupy you so much that it gives room for nothing else.but even my village has a proverb for it.that they don't tell a sick person or deaf person to run when danger comes.therefore you need to focus on something bigger than pain,which is God.God is danger to all manner of pain.be it emotional or physical.so ...

The CANCER prayer

Father in the mighty name of Jesus,we exalt you for who you are and what you had done in our lives. we bring your daughters oppressed by the spirit of infirmity before you,father your word is forever settled in heaven and you made us to understand that your word will not return to you void but accomplish that which you sent it forth.father heal our sisters according to your words in psalm 103:2,Jeremiah 30:17 and john 9:2-3,only for your name sake,that the world will not mock us and ask us where is our impossibility God.daddy your ways are not our ways but we know that no greater love has a man than the love you have for us as you told us in your word in john 15:13.father please manifest your healing physically in their body to remove all pains and growth.give them the grace to only see you in the midst of their pain.provide the resources and financial capability needed to grease the hands of the doctors and caregivers.give the doctors wisdom needed to perfect their healing .and you sp...

DEAD

For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it.—Matthew 16:25, NASB Many a times,as inherent in our human nature,we seek recognition and praise for what our effort has caused.the praise fuels our inner ego to lift us into a place of fulfilment.when you help someone,there is this inert desire to scream it and feel important in every sense of the achievement. Behold if any man be in Christ,he is a new creation. 2 Corinthians 5:7.here's where the lump gets stuck.you are now a new creation conforming yourself to your new nature (Romans 12:1-2).and one of the basics is dying to oneself. According to Jan Johnson - To die to self is to set aside what we want in this moment and focus instead on loving God with everything we’ve got and valuing others as highly as we value ourselves (Matthew 22:37-39). Did you hear that,you now live only to please God no matter,the circumstances,situation or person.and it becomes a chain reaction,becaus...

Dont just belive

ACT IT by SPEAKING IT Always speak what you what.when you pass through this journey,you encounter God on a personal level,which has changed you for the better.therefore you are a new being,who is now learning how he is and how he is to do.therefore romans 12:2 is a bold reminder of how you are to do that.make a conscious effort to be conform to the life of Jesus,change your language,you are a loaded transformer of wonder,that is unstoppable,so you are unique in every way.you have gone through or going through a journey of no return,but you have conquered, by the blood of the lamb and the word of your testimony Revelation 12:11.so today even thou it looks ridiculous,speak what you want and believe it.thou it may tarry,it must surely come to pass.father we exalt you for who you are and what you have done in our life.lord we pray for your grace to help us to conform to the life you have destined for us,in the mighty name of Jesus,our counselor we pray.Amen

am different

Never ever feel inferior or unlucky.check the universe,something you appall,is what someone is dying for.never allow anyone or situation to make you contemplate hating yourself, for some one loves you and died for you.you are unique,that's why no one looks like you.you are lamenting because you are keeping your eyes on someone's else blessing and forgetting that your own blessing is unique to you and your circumstances.you are fearfully and wonderfully made.never forget that. But wait,are you his.We usually sing a song *Jehovah carry me dey go* & someone was asking where is Jehovah carrying you to.Its a privilege to be carried by God at all because you know the plan he has for you is good,his blessings add no sorrow,any destination he takes you is for your upliftment,yea even if he takes you to hell,Romans 8:28 will come into play.the question is:are you allowing Jehovah to carry you,this is through trusting him no matter the situation;2 are you available.this where our tex...

let go

Learn to let go, to be at peace,when the storms is raging all around you.its not easy when you are facing challenges and someone is telling you to be calm.but remember Mathew 11:28.there is someone who is begging you to give him the headache,let him carry.you aren't alone.His grace is sufficient for you 2 Corinthians 12:9.nothing ever happens without the 'know of God' therefore believe that if he is good and yet allowing this evil to come upon me,then it means I am been molded into a higher status to be a General.he wouldn't allow you to pass through a furnace that you can't conquer (1 Corinthians 10:13).you just have to believe.its impossible to have anything with God without believing through faith (Hebrews 11:6).Believe that you are are a conqueror,no matter how bleak the future looks.cheers

the root of problems

you just have to understand that every problem have a root cause.in john 10:10,we are made to understand that the enemy the devil,came to steal,kill and destroy all that concerns you.yes in the old testament like in Deuteronomy 32:39,it says that God makes alive and kill,but you have to understand that God is not the agent carrying it out.you can't say Lagos Benin express way is source of accident,it's not.the devil exist just to separate you from God.that's why he fights tooth and nail to get you down with challenges and problems.But when you have the understanding of john 3:16,you will know that God is so 'crazy about you,that he will move mountains for you,when you are his child.imagine that he even allows his blessing to fall on the just and wicked matthew 5:45.so get off your wailing and blaming bed.reconcile yourself to God.praise him,no matter the condition,we are told to pray without ceasing 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18.your battle of any kind is with the devil not a...

In continuation

most challenges you encounter is to build you up to a better place.word.change your perspective and think of it that way.you are going through cancer so you can be a succor to someone else.the deal is that you already have it,so why not make the most use of it.why wallow in pity and begin to question WHY,as if the worry will lift up the situation.have a winning mind and actualize it with your winning streak.the truth of the matter is that when you are a child of God,when challenges come,you pity the devil because you now it will walk out for your good,a better warrior for the kingdom of God.Romans 8:28.if you aren't,then you reconcile yourself back to God and get right on track.WAIT,can you move from a level/class without examination.hold your horses,we are told on 2 Corinthians 4:16,that our troubles worker in us a far greater glory.you see why you need reconciliation to God,so that that situation that looks impossible,you can only change your attitude towards it,when you think li...

Reconciliation

this is the deal.you are passing through a challenge.you decided to let thing runs its course,having built up your own expectations and hoping some how that things fall into your perspective.no matter the denial you choose to live in,we all have expectations in our everyday life and decisions howbeit when we are facing challenges.no matter how indifferent you put out,deep down you want things going your way.here's the best part,there is more to life than just hoping and relying on your efforts for things to work out as you want.Have it ever crossed your mind,that out of the 7 billion in this world,that there is a reason why you are among those facing this challenge.isn't it time to pull the breaks and accept that you need GOD,your maker,who is your manufacturer and have your manual.Think for a moment,whether God has been around the corner and you never bother to look because you are having a smooth sailing.he always knows how to bring you back to him.you know why because he ha...

The Randoms

you know,its so easy for people to tell you,they know how you feel,just as a random word or courtesy.no one knows how it feels,even among survivors because the variables are different.no matter what you are going through,when people offer you randoms,do well not to take it out on them,they are trying to understand in their own way.cheers

A better perspective to cancer

the word cancer has its own way of sinking into the very depth of your soul,no matter who you are,it is not a word that is been prepared for but a word that takes you unawares and takes the very breathe off you.there is no pretence in it.its one of the biggest form of reality,full of uncertainty and no definite answer.in fact it is synonymous with chaos,because that's the very best thing its capable of doing to your life.In the midst of this raging storm,true hope and confidence can only come from one source.no matter how you put it off,you need an intervention before,during and even especially after the journey.YES.Because cancer is a journey that can make or mar you.you need God.search for him in his scripture and you will find all you need for your journey.Because there is conflict of emotion,conflict of interest and confusion in therapies.peace and be still,for a moment and know you are unique,different,therefore there will always be a chance and window of opportunity.Don't...

HOW

There is a reason and a season for everything here.whatsoever,it pays to always get information about a matter and to know the root of a problem.then you can be as bold and confident as ever.after all,getting to know the root and source of a problem,is problem half solved. One thing is certain,there is a lot of uncharted waters in cancer sphere.therefore how can you find balance. This is where you come in.Reconciliation to God is paramount.you need an intervention,you need a relief package,you need an emergency service and above all you need a miracle.you need a life line and you wouldn't mind who or what throws you a life line.thereby you begin to see that there is a reason for this.therefore you will walk out from this,positively changed and none of the negativity rubbing off on you.cheers

hurray

HAPPY NEW MONTH. yep.thousands of things to celebrate.millions of reason to celebrate.despite all surrounding negativity.i have a choice to choose to celebrate life,i.e. what I can control and leave the uncertainties alone.peace

WHY

started out of ignorance.noticed it at age 23,just a fluid leaking from the breast,newly married and few months pregnant.was dismissed as threatened abortion,developed into lump during Breastfeeding,diagnosed as mastitis,moved into multiple lumps after weaning and diagnosed as fibrocysis.after second baby,by age 28,became a massive painless lump.changed location and the awareness was massive at the new location.decided to get a second opinion.did surgery to remove lump,histology was clean.next year same site,same lump regrew.went for another,test read cysts.few months another lump,accelerated growth and excruciating pain.breast tripled in size.went in for third surgery.invasive ductal carcinoma diagnosed,grade 3,very aggressive and has moved out.had a recall of all other biopsies and it was discovered that they were all IDC,and it was a wonder how I kept beating it and keeping it at bay,despite the reoccurrence.THAT'S one journey out of a million here,and that's my journey.chee...